Long time bo update. Sibei sian
today is 27november.
Its not too early liao les.
Duno what to say before my age of 18.
What should i do?
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5 weeks of school liao. Yeap at least did my work properly along with all the lab work.
cover up everything and somehow half prepared for exams and tests.
But in the end its up to me to decide my all As goal for this semester.
Whether i can do it. Its still up to me :O
But dun kick me down the stage yet cuz the storm has not come yet.
So yeah. If i can do it, lol i would make sure i would curse those who doesnt wan me to achieve it.
Well, sigh... i realised that my wallet is full of junk and holes.
Everytime my wallet inside the coins always drop out, damn sian.
Yet on the other hand, lazy to buy another one.
I dun like to buy things for myself.
Hardly pamper myself anyway.
cuz i know i wont like things hanging around too much
or rather i dun wan to buy tings on impulse.
Zzzzz... this is so tiring, I wana buy this and that
but reluctant as im so stingy. zzzz. what to do.
thats me. the old-fashioned guy of the past.
I must have thought too much about u.
lalalalala bulllshit. ok fine. simple.
haven been blogging.
got so concentrated in studies.
Yeah i have decided my aim
and yeah i have to take action on it.
shun aside nvm its ok.
being invisible in people's eyes its ok.
doing what i cant do its ok.
suffering the same pain every time its ok.
yeap everyting its ok.
just give me more bullshits god. everyting its ok.
I did be cursed to be like that.
There are many tings i wish to speak up.
but well, what ever i feel and speak about
doesnt matter, my life is just listen and non-existant.
my job is just listen and my talk is just ooo ok finish full stop.
nothing flexible isnt it. Kind of stupid though
but well it cant be helped.
they say fate can be changed with your own hands
but things will still remain the same as long as
people still recall the past mistakes u have done.
thats what happening isnt it.. damn it all.
Body is so aching though. Sigh couldnt be helped anyway.
Overexertion of this and that.
Sigh. Feeling so weak and cant be helped.
Still always looking back and see the same thing happening again.
What should i say hmm....
Hard to say it here but rather i guess maybe im not wanting to say it anyway.
Sounds like a waste of breath.

But every year would be just another year for me as i see.
Nothing interesting. Yeah, that should be te true emotion im having
than saying i had fun for this year and that year.
Im not interested in everyting i see.
In the end, i became the bad guy out of nowhere
cuz i cant voice out of my opinions.
My opinions will always be the one to hurtful to hear
and then well, what can i do?
be "honest" as always, or keeping things to myself and just saying o i see.
Be myself? Not a chance.
Cuz "myself" does not belong to this civilization anyway
Well talking about the saturday which is yesterday, hmm yeah spent the whole time at sentosa with my current class for fun.
Played soccer and maybe slacking in the sea and the beach. But yeah o.o didnt really do much lol.
But well went on to vivocity to have some relaxation and the mealed at Harbourfront hawker centre.
Mmmm the tom yam noodle looks spicy but indeed its really delicious and i like it alot.
Yeah and i realised cheng ting nowadays seem more original, not adding any syrup into it.
But o well. Yeah then movin back to vivo to walk around, then rained heavily.
Sat with the rest under shelter at the long flight of benches.
Played Truth or Dare.
Dare for me: Ask "Anybody" "Would u like me to dance for u?" and at first i have doubts about askin two women about it, but lucky, i found children so i asked them!! Yeah and one of them said "ok", so i randomly danced a few steps and they laughed hehe. And well mission accomplished! Well :P the rest who have done it are like askin "where did u buy the drink from?" or "Whats your name?" yeah trivial stuffs but interesting still.

The hole is opening up more, yet im still lookin for the reason why im not filling up the hole enough with everything i do. Not that i didnt care about anything, well just that, in the end, anyone who looks at that hole, will always have the wrong thinking that i want them to know.
The true problem is.... I dun wan the title "Friend" only, I want the true meaning of friendship as well. Thats the only part that I wan u to know. sigh..
I just feel ignored every moment.
In the end, how much i change doesnt matter.
Its still about me. My existence that cant be changed.
Be too honest with words is a weakness not a good thing at all!
Being less honest with words is a trap laid by one self not even a good thing too.
Whatever i say couldnt help anymore.
Life is bullshit.
Ah not gona update on the F1 part yet.
Just wana say random stuffs anyway.

Hmm recently join up many things after school to do.

And roughly this is whats gona happen for my weekly activity

Monday: School till 5pm. Sports Elective Jogging (2 november)
Tuesday: School till 12pm. Probably.. Studying.
Wednesday: School till 12pm. Probably... Practice for Game.
Thursday: School till 3pm. Probably.. Self Exercise.
Friday: School till 1pm. Practice for Game. Studying.
Saturday: May wana start work.
Sunday: May wana start work.

Recently joined small committee and may be alil busy
along with Game Fiesta. so things not really well plan out yet.
But all i know is i just wana keep myself busy for now.
Cuz i think i know nothing about this world enough.
I need to be more sensible.
I dun wana repeat the same mistake again.. Damn it all.

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The first thing to do when i become 18

• Smoke my first stick of cigarette
• Buy my first alcoholic drink legally
• Step into the clubbing world
• Study. LOL.
• Hang out 24/7 outside till next 12am without going home once.
• Emo cut cut cut cut
• Celebrate with someone/friends
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